severe quarter-life crisis

iiling ka na lang sa sarili mo. most of the time you feel like a loser, everything goes wrong, you feel unloved and you feel unworthy.

dati, tasks come from me. i assign things to somebody. now, it’s the other way around. i’m in denial that i’m okay with it. the wheel just turned and i’m at the bottom.

though it’s work related, it hit me hard. he doesn’t want long term relationships more to commitments. fine, you’ll have your time in the future. it may not be me, i dunno but deep down i wish it’s me you’ll end up with, fucker! grrrr!

 

 

 

~ ni eorin sa Hunyo 19, 2008.